the end.

First came the tearful phone call from my sister early one morning that relayed the sad message, “John Madden is retiring.”  It felt like the end to a childhood tradition.  No more falling asleep on cold autumn days to bushy eyebrows and nonsensical white TV marker thing, and not to mention, the soothing lullaby of John’s booming voice.

A while later came another call- “They’re tearing down Giants Stadium.”  Ugh.  Doesn’t mean much to people who didn’t grow up with it, but to the rest of us…down comes a place filled with memories of concerts, games, and again, a childhood tradition.

I recently heard the announcement that a ‘new’ Footloose is in the works, with Zac Efron as Ren.  Initial reactions after dancing (by myself, in the kitchen) the “footloose dance” from ages past were 1) I cannot believe I am old enough to witness a ‘remake’ and 2) Zac Efron will never be as cool as Kevin Bacon.  I believe I actually scoffed out loud at the idea.

We all know where this is leading.  June 25, 2009.  Car radio tells me that Michael Jackson has died.  No, I didn’t know him personally, no, I don’t listen to his music every single day (like Bruce or something), yes, I watched him become stranger and stranger as time wore on.  But come on….Michael Jackson is dead?  

I remember putting the Thriller album on the record player, I saw Captain Eo in 3-D in 1986, I emulated dance moves throughout my life, I even danced to “Billy Jean is not my lover” in the middle of a circle at my wedding.  I cry every time I hear “Man in the Mirror,” and I will never stop loving A-B-C and other early hits.  I’ve seen the VH1 Jackson 5 documentary about 12 times, and I don’t even want to get into the conversations my college roommates and I frequently had about ‘MJ.’

I absolutely love music and dancing, and no matter how odd MJ became, watching him perform in any context was simply spell-binding.  To be that talented is something at which I can only marvel.  

Yesterday it happened again…I felt old.  I felt like a chapter of my personal history had closed.  I guess that is why I’m so sad MJ has passed on.

For all the Farrah lovers out there- my condolences to you as well.

And for those of you wondering…yes…we still own the vinyl Thriller album.  It was curiously hidden wayyyyy back in my sister’s closet.  Sister- have anything to say about that?  I guess it is technically yours, but…

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    Sarah said,

    we own? don’t recall you being tortured with math flashcards.. that mint condition thriller album with the poster inside was a bribe for learning my multiplication? tables. i did have to laugh last night when i realized i have that album on vinyl, tape, cd, mini-disk, and ipod- one can never have enough mj.


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